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Friday, February 6, 2015

First things first

He that loves not knows not God; for God is love. 1 John 4:8 NIV

So my intention is to raise awareness about Neuromylitis Optica a rare Neurological disease that I received a transplant for, and that still is my number one goal. However I have to admit that I have always been fascinated by the way the human body was created as well as the way it functions (only God could hook something up from nothing) Glory to His name Great things He has done.  It is a fact that if one organ is not functioning properly it effects the entire body (side note so so thankful that throughout this medical journey my doctors have told me that my heart is as strong now as it was at age 25).  I've not been told how or if NMO has had any affect on my heart but I've intentionally made some life  changes that I'm sure has contributed to my heart health. There are heredity diseases that run in my family such as high blood pressure, diabetes, thyroid, arthrosclerosis,  and coronary artery disease, for which I cannot do anything about.  After reading about each of them I understand that I have to continue making  deliberate efforts to keep my heart as strong as possible.
February is National Heart Awareness month and that's why all the heart talk.  Here are a few interesting facts according to the National Heart Association that may be helpful ...
  • Often thought of as a man's disease 1 of every 3 women die from heart disease that equates to one woman dying/minuet
  • Smoking, high blood pressure, and uncontrolled diabetes are major factors
  • Only old people have heart disease
  • Called the silent killer 67% of people that die from a heart attack either ignored or had no significant symptoms
These are some easy changes the American Heart Association recommends (Simple 7)
  1. If you smoke STOP
  2. Reduce blood sugar
  3. Work on maintaining a healthy weight
  4. Keep blood pressure under control (hard one for me I like salty crunchy that's all, no judging we are talking bout love anyway)
  5. Stay active keep it moving (after being down over a year sometimes I go overboard)
  6. Eat well fruit, veggies, and lean meats
  7. Control cholesterol
By no means am I pretending to be a medical doctor, or health advisor. However I will say the best thing to remember is to seek medical attention immediately at the onset of any unexplained pain, or discomfort, it could save your life.
Today is wear red day, the color red represents strength, joy, and power symbolizing the fight of women to end heart disease.  As a Mary Kay Consultant, I am offering all red colors with a 10% discount the colors in satin finish formulas are Really Red, and Red.  In the true dimension formula the colors are sizzling red and, firecracker red contact me for more information.
 I realize that men suffer from heart disease and on a personal level my father had a heart attack and I am thankful for the fast action of my sister and brother that our daddy is still here with us today.
Finally, on the matter of love I personally think love is often underrated, especially when I look at how I love ... scriptures from the bible on love is the gage I use and understand how far I am from the love that Jesus teaches about, oh to be like Him (for now I'll keep on working on it).
Singing ...Yes Jesus loves me the bible tells me so
Monday, November 24, 2014


I'm feeling the presence of the Lord really strong.   Living the life He has given me has taken precedence (I'm busy) lately, I sing a song everyday somewhere everyday (ASAD ministry Psalm 104:33), and my other jobs whew ...  I am so grateful for all of my blessings and at times (right now), I am overwhelmed.  Don't get me wrong I have challenges that I face daily that could quickly knock me to my knees but the good continues outweighing the bad, so I forward march.  I've come to accept that everyday will not be a sun shinning day, but after the rain we enjoy those beautiful rainbows, I welcome the rainy days (I still don't care for the thunder ; ))     
I am hosting our families' Thanksgiving Traditional dinner for all those who would come, and stopped for a minuet to worship God for bringing me this far. I feel good today, my body feels so strong.  I am able most nights to get in my bed, and sleep like a normal person.  I'm functioning I do things a little bit different but I get them done.  I was able to get the groceries (it took 3 trips to the stores) but the Lord blessed me to do it.  I know none of the things I mention are major deals but try to do them when you are unable to think, and you are in a wheel chair with limited mobility. Hey trust me it is a major deal.  I had a few minuets in between washing "the good dishes" and wiping down the cabinets to come try to express how grateful I am for all the many blessings, HE has given me.  The best of the blessings include my relationship with God, my family, extended family, friends, and our health
Love, Peace, and Happiness to all of you.  Happy Thanksgiving
Saturday, September 20, 2014

"New Season New Day"

These are the appointed times of the LORD, holy convocations which you shall proclaim at the times appointed for them. Leviticus 23:4 KJV

I have been needing to blog, and have had so much to blog that I and overwhelmed.  This rollercoaster of life hasn't changed in the least, however I have been involved in what I believe is taking me from this season of life to the next. For most of my life, purpose has been determined by whatever is happening at that particular time.  Reflecting back as far as I can remember the motivating force for way too long was to please people.  Growing up, and even into early adulthood my parents relatives, friends, let me just say people in general.  I wanted to be whoever I needed to be "fit in".  During my time in the United States Army, being so far away from family was when I think the awareness of  "I'm ok" the way God created me came about.

I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. Psalm 139:14 KJV 

Even so seems like I wondered around life trying this and that, taking on other responsibilities that had nothing to do with me before arriving here. When I started the "Live Strong" program in my mind I was fulfilling the doctor's recommendation, though after reading the material I did not see how I fit in.  One thing I kept thinking to myself is at least I would have a little more time before going out on my own to develop a "new daily exercise program". After the first week I realized that the program was about more than developing a physical program, turns out to be the stepping stone for the next season of my life.
Timesia Hart

Everyone in the class noticed that I was the one with the most physical issues, and it is difficult to admit, but I was kind of irritated that I was put on display again (seems to be a part of the plan).  It took everything I had to get through the initial physical tests, and I had to leave my paperwork to finish after the class time.  When you are paralyzed from shoulders to feet everything is included my writing is just getting to a legible point (therapy really does pay off).  It was clear now why my trainer made me wait for the next class to began, even though it had just started.  This would be a total body transformation.

Timesia Hart's photo.
It is now as I am reflecting how God always has a plan and listening is crucial to be able to join Him where He is working.   For me it is there that I find purpose to continue with a happy heart.  My purpose has changed from time to time but the constant is God.  I've chased after things to keep up with what others were doing but that never really ended well for me.  I'm me and I am the only one created to do me. 
Neuromylitis Optica has physically, and mentally changed my life.... in a positive way

And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. Romans 8:28 NIV
 God gave me the ability to minister in song, NMO is the motivation, and people needing hope is the inspiration. I go back to wanting to make people happy but when I find myself there, I do an inventory to be sure that I am lining up with what the word of God teaches, regroup and move on.
Some exciting "New things are happening in my New Day".   There is no hiding I experienced some very dark times over the past three years and even before that, but it took all of that to get here.  No trials, test  ... no testimonies. We all have a purpose, a "job" to do I was distracted trying to do someone else's job, God's grace and mercy bought me to where I think HE can be glorified through my life.
Be encouraged to know that HE created you and threw the mold away.

"Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I sat you apart; I appointed  you as a prophet to the nations". Jeremiah 1:5 NI,V                       

God leads, guides, because He created each of us specifically to do what only we can do.   Follow Him and by doing that I've found most people are satisfied, and it illuminates the "Mrs. Fix It" mentality for me. Doing me by God's design requires a lot of time and energy, leaving little to no time for much else.

BLESSED. We laugh at how many people ask me on a weekly basis to take a quick picture of them with their phones and have no idea what we do for a living. Usually I keep my mouth closed, take the picture and smile as they say thank you but when Timesia asked me to snap a picture of her on her iPhone this morning it came with a simple statement. "I want to document what I'm going through." It was just vague enough that I had to ask (not that she expected me to) and her response came with buckets of tears. "I'm beating cancer" she said as her eyes welled up. Within minutes we were hugging as she told me about the last year of her life. It's been only a few months since Timesia was paralyzed from the shoulders down at the rapid onset of something called Neuromylitis Optica. Not exactly cancer - arguably more dangerous, definitely less known. Regardless the chances of her asking a photographer who is this involved in cancer awareness is slight and yet in her mind none of this is coincidence. Through tears and lots of laughs Timesia made quick friends with Melissa talking about church, God, and most of all how focused she is on living as a picture of hope to people who are given very little. When the Mayo clinic sent her home, told her to get comfortable and come to terms that her life would likely be short and completely sedentary she refused to accept that this was God's plan. I'm at a complete loss leaving the gym this afternoon trying to explain the joy this sweet woman has for life. Beautiful, strong, passionate and stylish outside of the gym, focused and excited inside it she is absolutely a walking miracle. If you don't take the time to meet the stranger next to you today, you may never know the miracle they're living, or the blessing they can be to you. I can perfectly imagine what my day would have looked like if I had not met Timesia, but it has most certainly been better because I did. Check out her blog for more info on Neuromylitis Optica and her story at
Don't delay you can start today ..... it's a new season and a new day!!
Tuesday, July 15, 2014

Some old favorites

Wanted to go back on memory lane before really taking off with what my new normal looks like.  I will probably go back and  forth because I encourage myself when I look back on how far The Lord has bought me from. 
Some of these are hard to look at, because I remember what was happening when the picture was taken, and before I no it I'm there all over again.  A few of these were long before the diagnosis, and those can be difficult too because I remember when ... In order to stay focus I visit but do not allow myself to get too bogged down because I need every ounce of  energy to keep it moving forward.
Started a Live Strong physical fitness program last week, and am very excited.  I have many challenges my core is still weak, balance is not too good, and my walking is retarded because of the tone in my body.
Please check out the you tube, and leave a comment.
I'm making an effort to keep things current as best as I can.  Had a wonderful day today and am looking forward to the next day.
Glory to God great things HE hath done.

                                                            My Honey and I Nae's college graduation
NMO no where on the radar

Health South after second exacerbation                               Nae and I Sept 2011 

Home 2012 Tee and I
2012  Bday celebration

April 2012 me doing Rida's  hair

Moma and Kitty getting ready to celebrate

Dee and I Easter 2012

Christi Cox UAMS 2011

My Man and I bday celebration 2012

Dr. and Susan Byrum
                                                                    Joshua and Dee 

Sisters Me and Kitty bday celebration

Celebration April 2012

      My Mother one of a kind
       Mrs. Ethel A. Minniefield
                                            Sibling Love (L to R) Baby Girl Kitty
Baby Brother John, Me, Tunie
Rida in front

Branson Spring 2012

        Hair after chemo before Transplant

Christmas 2012Tee, Dee, Nae and Me

Chicago I am a Transplant Candidate

Soldier United States Army 1982 - 1993


Praise Team Church Christmas 2012 
Tee, Granny, Dee, Me, and                          
                             Nae Christmas 2012

 my niece Chaniza, and I Christmas 2012

Monday, July 7, 2014

End of old, start of New

2 Corinthians 4:16-18  So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our  inner self is being renewed day by day. For this light momentary affliction is  preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison, as we  look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the  things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are  eternal.

"Are you mourning over your own weakness? Take courage, for there must be a consciousness of weakness before the Lord will give thee  victory. Your emptiness is but the preparation for your being filled, and your  casting down is but the making ready for your lifting up.” – Charles  Spurgeon

Of late, I've wanted to blog more times than I can remember, I'm really trying to keep things in proper prospective. To be completely honest I get so overwhelmed about what this journey has been like many times, making it tough to blog.  As I type, I remember not long ago I was unable to type, write, or wash dishes due to the weakness in my hands and fingers.
I keep pressing on because I truly believe that through it all God will be glorified, the ones coming behind me diagnosed with this and other rare neurological diseases will benefit, if for nothing else that I never forget the power of prayer, and finally to encourage myself knowing that God has planned purpose for my life.
If I could remind myself of the last eight words of the above scripture the difficulty in my life would be greatly minimized. Though difficult to admit I have to completely turn this health issue over to God. It seems as if I'm doing fine and then all of a sudden reality hits reminding me of the things I so desire to do but am unable to do.  I feel such a void where dreams were so vivid before the exacerbations.  I realize that it is time to do away with those dreams and began new dreams.
 I start a new fitness program tomorrow and am very excited.  I've accepted the fact that there will be some things that I will be unable to do, but I will deliberately focus on the things I am able to do.  I'm looking forward to getting on with living.  This is the start of New.  My inner self is being renewed for eternity.

Glory to our great God great things He hath done.
Monday, May 19, 2014


A desire to glorify Him
 "He chose us in Him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before Him in love, having predestined us to  adoption as sons by Jesus Christ to Himself, according to the good pleasure of His will, to the praise of the glory of His grace, by which He made us accepted in the Beloved."      
Ephesians 1:4-6
 Of late life has been closer to our new normal.  I began most mornings getting up dressing in gym clothes making our protein drinks. I head out the door to drop Diana my daughter off to school.  If it is a Bible study I have my clothes to shower and change into after my exercise.  At my one year follow up appointment I was advised to do a livestrong program before going out on my own starting with Palates or Yoga program.  I've enrolled for that and am waiting for it to begin in the meantime I have a program designed by my therapist and one of the trainers at the gym.  The new emphasis is strengthening, and balance as I continue to progress. 

Being prior military I am disciplined as far as working out, however I get discouraged when I am unable to do what I was able to do before all of this happened to me.  I'd like to not even think about what I used to do and be thankful that I am able to get to the gym on my own.  I am able to do a full workout, shower, dress and go on with the errands of the day is enough, but honestly I long for the other stronger body.  I continue working hard as I can, with a happy heart that I may honor God but it is difficult.
I've began the cleaning process as you can imagine the main focus has been getting back on my feet and to just manage as best as we could.  Now that I have a lil more energy I am taking one room at a time, reorganizing things to function more efficiently.  It is amazing how much things can be accumulated in nine months.  I believe in being a good steward over all of God's blessings, I think this is a form of giving Him glory.
Some new advances to report my handwriting/typing is continuously improving, I'm excited because I enjoy writing notes and haven't done as much because my writing hasn't been legible.  Typing is good, and is a huge part of the work environment.  I'm able to slowly return to some of my social groups.  I am back to working my Mary Kay business which is going to provide resources to pay the continuous medical bills, while affording me the opportunity to provide expert professional skin care advise on the #1 brand of cosmetics.  I am a licensed cosmetologist, and enjoy people so combining the two really makes me feel like I'm making a difference in the lives of others.
Everything I am able to do is because of the faithfulness of God, I'm never going to make light of that. As I continue on this journey, even though sometimes I struggle to get one thing done.  I remind myself of the days I was only able to lay looking up at the ceiling or the right or left I instantly resort to an attitude of gratitude. 
My intention is to continue to bring glory to God, it is different but I am glad that He looks at our hearts, and not the outward appearance.  I am in constant contact with the insurance companies, an advocate for NMO, accepting speaking engagements to bring awareness to Neurological Diseases, and other opportunities as the come.